Cal sees the evil that lies within. I've been a good girl recently. A thin caramel shell of goodness around the rotten apple of my soul. Somehow he's figured out I'm rotten to the core. But he doesn't kill me! He protects me from harm on the battlefield.
Why does he protect me? It would be so easy... "Oops, I missed that blaster shot; now the psycho killer girl is dead. I guess she won't be strangling people to death with their own intestines anymore." Is it due to my beautiful body? He wants to play with it? He hasn't had evil grabby hands yet. Maybe his motivations are pure.
Perhaps Cal is part of a devious Jedi plot to turn me into a good person? He is keeping me so the plan can work?
Hope, hope, hope; I hope he keeps my secret. Should the other Jedi learn I am rotten to the core, they may give up on me and harvest me for parts.
I just need more time! I'll be good to the core eventually. I'll un-rot and be wonderful. They'll see. Maybe Cal believes I can.
